Just don't get it..

I guess this life is all about making choices.
I have always loved being on the spot, but now I'm not.
I did choose to be a mediocre myself, but that doesn't mean I didn't set a goal in my life.
It's just, I think I've had enough of all of that. I'm tired.
I just want to learn to live by my own.
Just when I thought I've had enough, why did you asked for more?
I just can't stand to live in the circle no more.
I guess I just need a relief to all of these crazy thoughts hanging in my mind right now.
I love you, but I just can't live with you no more.
Maybe I'm selfish, I've become introvert, and I've changed in a lot of ways, but I'm trying to put everything together in my life.
I don't want to make you angry, sad, or even disapointed, but this is it. It's my life. I just think now it's time for me to take control, not to depend on all of the people I've known. But why does it make me feel that I have to do a payback??
I love you, please love me just the way I am.
GbUs..
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