Life oh Life..

I spent the whole day watching Grey's Anatomy season 2 with my stomach aches like hell and my uterus never stopped contraction since i'm having my first heavy flow days of my period. Damn it!!! It feels sucks all the way out..!! I hate this hormonal pain, it never gives me a really good times to enjoy my last few days of my oliday.. OUuugghh... Hmm,, by the way, the more i watched it, the more I fall in love for the proffesion i'm going to be. Maybe my life will meet the end line, but I guess it pays back with the gift to safe people's lives and taking care of them, rite??? Maybe I will still standing on the same side of the street if I never got this chance to cross the line, and be the real me... I guess I will be totally fine then, remembering the huge step I've taken for these past few days, starting my life over and over again , not tight with my past, my past lovelife actually.. I guess, people do fall in love every single day of their lives rite? We just never realize of what we've been doing this long time.. Ooohh, I still love to play in the rain, but it never rain here since I got back home.. I miss you rain, u used to be my cheerleader, but now u've gone.. That's what i hate being a grown up, being realistic.. it sucks!! Now, I have to cheer myself all by myself, all alone because i am a grown up and i should cope by myself... Fiuhhhhh....