sometimes i really wanna run, run far far away and hide... hoping all of these probs will be solved for its own good.. i really don;t wanna hurt evrybody's feelings, but if i choose one damn decision, there will always be 2 blocks. i'm tired.. if only those people want to draw back and just be a mediocre like what im doing now, maybe they will see, how selfish we can be in this kind of situation.. i just don't get it,, when it's about yourself, you just see others are all very selfish and self centered, but you never realized that you are one of them to0... Sh****TT!!!!! i think i'm done with all of this sh*t!!! Many things are rather more important than those things... One of them is Pak Manto,, Pak, cepet sembuh ya,, wish you all the besT!! We know God is always good to you...Amen. i really wanna go home, huhuhuhuuuu.... (!_!)
if only i cud meet you and talk to you now K, if only we have time... maybe i'm not gonna be this strong.. i'm not that strong K.. but thanks for making me that strong,, to face my own life and live in this harsh reality..
