Something in My Mind...

In these recent days, there's always something hanging inside my mind, A LOT of things.. Maybe the Lord and me are the only ones who know how much... In my old days, when my mind's got a little too much of trouble, I would have gone back to my drinking and clubbing world. Those bottles of Jacks and tequilas were my very sweet escape back in those days. But now, as I grow older, I know that The Lord is my only rock and fortress, so I just need to run to HIM because I know that everything is gonna be okay.
Lord, I know I've made a lot of mistakes, I just still can't believe that I will be put in this kind of situation ever again. I've been on crossroads dozen of times, and I felt like the options I've made and the path I chose were not the best. This is even a bigger decision for me to make Lord, I need YOUR guidance the most to decide the path YOU have provided for me. I can't sleep nicely tonight, that's why I decided to write my feelings. God, I believe that whatever the result of the interview I'm gonna have this morning, Thy words that happened to me and I believe it is the best from YOU. Amen.

It's 2011

Well,,well.. Never thought that this is my 1st post in 2011. The whole new year with a fully charged positive spirit inside of me after all of a sudden breakdown my family had faced last year. My daddy was hospitalized twice after a stroke re-attack. My world was torn into pieces at that moment, because I've had a lot of things in mind that I really wanted to accomplish, but I just realized I couldn't because I need to put my dad's health first. I have to admit that a rehabilitation period is totally no fun at all. My dad's fighting spirit were totally fell onto the ground after a few days of rehab, but I know my daddy can make it!!
After my daddy went home, basically I was the nurse+doctor+therapist, so there was no ME time.. But surely I learned a lot by being my dad's assistant.. Live and eat healthy is a MUST and it is one of my 2011 resolutions.. Yaaayyy!!
By the way, I haven't mentioned my New Year's resolutions (though it's already February) in this post, so there they are:
1. Start Fasting
2. Pray harder
3. Start exercising regularly
4. Start eating healthy
5. Go PTT (or find a settled job)
6. Get married
7. Stop wasting time
8. Make a weekly timetable
9. Learn more
10. Start cooking n cleaning (doing a wife's chores)
Well,, those are my 10 resolutions for 2011, and by the grace of God, I've been doing that number 1-4,7, and still praying for 5-6, the others are done but still a mess.. (–˛ — º)‎

-kinashe-